Monday, December 31, 2007


HAPPY NEW YEAR:



WELCOME 2008


Wednesday, December 05, 2007

. . .

Close your eyes and wish [ pray ]
send a shooting star to the moon

Think of the impossible
and long for the unknown

Look thru' the abyss
run thru' all existence [ laugh ]

Grab a rainbow with your thoughts
and make-believe your fantasy is here

Live like no yesterday [ and no tomorrow ]
and dance amongst the rain of stars

And let the drops of night surround you with their charm ...

Me.-

Tuesday, December 04, 2007

.. A Come Back ..


Time. Despair. Stress.
Obession with the past ..

Space. Destiny. Joy.
A come back to reality ..

Happyness. Spiritual.
Believe. Wish. Pray.

Dream...
It's being a while, but inspiration has returned ..

Me.-

Monday, October 08, 2007


Moving On..

Taking what I care about and what I hope for
leaving behind the last moments
of my life
Walking away from the pain
and trying to reach out..

Moving On..
From the distant thoughts of others
from the pragmatic intentions that surround me..
maintaining focus on .. Me...

Passing by other people's experiences
yet creating my own reality
Taking the tools that life has given me to build my own resting place..

Moving On..
Away from the silence and deaf ears
from the ice-cold looks and poisonous words
Away from the impositive hand..

Getting away from it all, embracing myself within my own desires
Simply getting away ...by loosing myself within the
depths of my thoughts...

Me.-

Tuesday, September 04, 2007


Suffering


Pero el tiempo mas que mi aliado, parece ser mi enemigo..
me ahoga en su existencia y no permite que las cosas sucedan
Se hace un testigo cruel de mi amargura y solamente me queda el vacio
de lo que deseo y no tengo..
de lo que quiero ser y no puedo..
de mi persona.. y mi reflejo que parece ser ajeno..

Me.-


Monday, August 13, 2007


[ SIMPLEMENTE TU ]


Eres un personaje
asi como te describes y, tus historias son tan fantasticas
como las palabras son infinitas

Consejera sin fatiga
tienes el aliento que hace falta
cuando la caida es inminente

Abnegada a lo ajeno
cuidas de mi tristeza y
celebras mis alegrias como tuyas

La escencia de una amiga,
Compañera...
Tu que te sientas en el dia a dia
Y juntas vemos pasar el tiempo

Llegaste porque si,
Te quedaste por eleccion
Y compartes tu espacio a manos llenas

Soy afortunada, lo se
Tu me haces ver que todo
es simplemente cuestion de actitud

Una carcajada lo cambia todo
y tu mente siempre alcanza
esos sueños que te forjas

Y eres ejemplo...
Y asi me enseñas..
Que la vida es una sola.. y es mia.

..Tantas veces me has dicho que la vida te regala a las personas para que asi dejen sus huellas y lecciones en tu vida; aunque pasase el tiempo y las situaciones de la vida nos alejasen ( cosa que espero que no pase eh!! ) nunca podria olvidarme de que hay una personita en el mundo.. que siempre sabe.. :)

Thursday, August 09, 2007

...

En la soledad y el abismo
tu reflejo me acompaña
fiel a los recuerdos de tu presencia

Imagen perfecta de tu cuerpo,
tu escencia persistente,
añoranza de las noches

Y tu mirada me mantiene despierta
hace eco de lo que fue
y lo que espero que regrese a mi.

Me.

Tuesday, August 07, 2007

...

Una carcajada se pierde en el espacio
y queda la absoluta resonancia de su eco

Su existencia maldita te recuerda que no esta..
te avisa que partio a tierras desconocidas
donde tu compañia no era necesaria

Fue cruel, fue doloroso.. y el agobio innecesario te quedo
como el ultimo regalo de su paso por tu vida

Te dejo con el sabor amargo de la venganza
y la dulzura de los momentos de placer
pero ya fue..

Quedo atras como el cantico romano de un monje en procesion,
como el despertar de cada nuevo sol, dia a dia

Y mientras tu buscas la manera de salir de tu abismo
su otra vida le hace sonreir

Entonces, por que sufres tu ? Si tu pasado anda libre como el viento..
si ni siquiera se detiene a asimilar lo que marco

Sus huellas quedan impregnadas en tu escencia
y tu fiel retrato ya no tiene la misma imagen..

Te volviste complice de sus juegos
y creaste ademanes perversos solo para encajar
pero paso..

Es tiempo de mirar adelante, saber que todo se va.. todo sigue..
el rio trae consigo nuevas corrientes y la intesidad nunca es la misma

La maldita carcajada sucumbe..
y el sonido del agua te trae de vuelta a tu realidad..

Ya puedes ser Tu, otra vez..

Me.-

Tuesday, July 31, 2007


Reflecting.. Ana..


Cuando el tiempo pasa
nos queda mirar al recuerdo
de forma sublime y nostalgica

Cuano no encuentras palabras
para asi pintar tus emociones
su aliento te da fuerzas para seguir

Cuando piensas que todo esta perdido
te das cuenta que ella habria pensado diferente
ella siempre tiene soluciones

Cuando ries a carcajadas, el eco de su sonrisa esta ahi
y tus lagrimas se entremezclan a las suyas
compartiendo felicidad y amargura

Cuando la soledad te hipnotiza
sus ojos te traen de vuelta a la realidad
y te dejan ser

Cuando el abismo parece sin fin
te da escapatoria absoluta
donde no existe peligro

Cuando las noches son largas
oyes sus consejos como acciones ya tomadas
y descansas..

Sabiendo que siempre esta, siempre sera
sabiendo que nunca es tarde para llamarla
Queda el cuadro perfecto de su reflejo..

"And sometimes that is all that's left and all that's needed...
I find myself spending my time Reflecting My Best Friend"

Me.-

Monday, July 23, 2007


New Note To Self: No Matter What Happens
..


Always find within you, true colors to light your world with Happiness! =)

Thursday, July 19, 2007


Note To Self: It Just Takes Time



Monday, July 02, 2007


[...]

“...Mesmerized, all she can do is watch this piece of her life move off; all she can do is watch it and suffer. She is experiencing a brand new feeling called nostalgia…”

-Ignorance by Milan Kundera-

Tuesday, June 26, 2007


And...

Sometimes my sky is gray
My head keeps spinning
The heartbeats stop

Sometimes the smile is faded
Time seems motionless
Overpowered by the silence

Sometimes I move away
Build up a well and conceal myself inside
Avoiding ...

Sometimes a light shines thru'
Becoming a guide
Of the path I should follow

Sometimes a rainbow shows
Its colors bright
As sunshine on a happy day

Sometimes I let go
When it's taken for granted
Or is not deserved

Sometimes a smile comes back
Pretending to be something else
Pretending to have a motive

Sometimes I just am
Others, want to be
Perhaps don't even exist

Sometimes I wish
Upon a falling a star
To keep my heart close to what is loved

And sometimes.. just sometimes
I dwell into my own sleep
My dreams.. And fantasize..

Me.-

Wednesday, June 20, 2007


[ Random ]
Will keep updating as thoughts come up..

".. If you got nothing to say, let me appreciate the noise that comes from this silence.."

"..Look into my eyes, and tell me if you can see my dreams, taste my senses, hold your breath for a second.. and enjoy the company of solitude, the surroundings of the emptiness.."

"..Kiss me with your eyes, touch me with your lips, taste me with your inner soul and let me exist within you.."

".. I took a trip into the moon, and left my heart on my way back.."

"..And I cry myself to sleep, hoping the sunshine will take away my pain and suffering, and a rainbow will make everything brighter and sweeter with its colors.."

Me.-

Monday, June 11, 2007


We'll Always Have Johnny Rockets

..And I miss the way You pull me close to you
and look into my eyes knowing what I feel,
Knowing what I don't have to put into words
because is there..

I miss your smile and your laughter,
even tho' in my mind I keep playing it
like a movie non-stop just to keep you close..

And I smile at your memory and my eyes fill
with pictures of You and I, and I'm happy..
even when my hand keeps looking out for yours
I know it will be soon..

I miss the sound of your heart, the kiss from your eyes
and the touch of your lips..

And while I wait, joy overpowers my surroundings
with the mere idea of feeling you close to me again
of knowing, just like you, we'll keep making memories together..

Me.-


Saturday, June 02, 2007


[Ana Is My FoKiTo !]


Even if I don't get to see you everyday
I know you're there..
Like a guiding light that shows me what's best
With your word of understanding..

Even if the space between us seemed to expand
I feel your warmth
Your caring self that tends to hold me down
And lets me know when it's enough...

With time I've come to terms with my reality
Letting it show me the way of your friendship
And I never thought I'd find someone like you..
So pure and true.. A sister..A Friend..

You read me thru' and thru'
And keep me humble
You share my pain and happiness
And never dwell ..

Perhaps it's true we all have another self
wandering the paths of Earth
And all we need is to open our eyes to see them there

Some things stick with you, some people become part of you
Like the Scar you say I represent and you carry with you at all times
I keep your light close to me, letting me know no matter what,
Things will be alright..

Me.-

Wednesday, May 30, 2007


"..."

let me slip away,
into a world where dreams become reality
where there is no one to judge and no one to blame
let me slip away,
into the madness of it all, into those eyes that shine like fire
and brighten my solitude
let me slip away,
someplace where I can belong without hesitations
near something that's truly mine and yours
let me slip away,
fading within the whispers of the silence
and dwelling into the commotion of the crowd
let me slip away,
counting with your company
with your guiding hand, with that smile that makes everything right
let me slip away,
to a new beginning, a new way
and walk by my side..

Me.-

Sunday, May 27, 2007


Collecting Dreams


Like a little girl collecting fantasy stories
I save every moment I spend with you
And wish I could stop time [ and make everything else go away ]

Just by lookin' into your eyes I know there's a better place
One I want to share with you, and letting the surroundings fade

Enjoying the silence of the night, the starry sky..
And your company..
Saving our moment in time...

Me.-

Saturday, May 19, 2007


What does your name say about you ?
[Blame Ana for this one]

A : you like to drink.
B : You like people.
C : You are really silly.
D : one in a million.
E : Great in bed.
F : You are dead sexy
G : You never let people tell you what to do.
H : You have a very good personality,looks and a very good kisser
I : Great in bed.

J : People Adore you
K : You're wild and crazy.
L : Unbelievably great in bed.
M : Great in bed.
N: Great in bed.
O: awesome kisser
P : You are popular with all types of people.
Q : You are a hypocrite.
R : Fuckin Crazy.(in a fun way)
S : Easy to fall in love with.
T : You're loyal to those you love.
U : You are really silly.
V : You are not judgemental.

W : You are very broad minded.
X : You never let people tell you what to do.
Y : best boy/girl friend any one can ask for.
Z : Always ready.......


~* ! Rocio® ! * ~

Wow ... mmm .. lets see, that makes me:

R: Fucking Crazy (In a Fun Way)
O: Awesome Kisser
C: Really Silly
I: Great in Bed
O: Awesome Kisser

NICE ;) haha

Friday, May 18, 2007


Color My World

You color my world with your smile
And make everything else go away
The sense of you being there,
makes me feel like a kid again

I laugh non-stop and pray for time to freeze [so I can keep you]
You are shining thru' the walls I had build up
And like a rainbow glows, your light remains

And I smile.. and I'm happy..
And my world has new colors because of You..

Me.-


Sunday, May 13, 2007


I Smile Again..

Without a warning you came to me..
You brought with you a newer breeze..
And now, I find myself smiling with just a mere thought of You

My rollercoaster is riding high
And I'm surrounded by butterflies & the excitment of what could be

With every passin' minute I feel you closer
and the tempting idea of keeping you takes over..

What time will bring, only new days will tell
But because of You, I'm back being my old self
And with a childish laugh.. I smile again..

Me.-


Thursday, May 10, 2007


This is a new ride ;)


Thursday, April 26, 2007

Cuando? ..Mi Cuestionamieto y Confesion..

Cuando te vas a dar cuenta
que mi amor no es condicional, ni cuantitativo
que no acorrala, ni te juzga

Cuando veras que tengo las fuerzas
para luchar por tu amor y las armas para lograrlo
y que solo me falta tu aceptacion,
tus brazos abiertos.. y saber que aun quieres lo mismo

Cuando veras sin barreras mi alma..
mi corazon..
Esa llama que encendiste con tu primera palabra
y que nada podra apagarla, aunque pasase la existencia

Deja detras tus dudas y tus miedos..
Te endiendo
Pero se que todo se puede conquistar
si tienes la mano de tu amor a tu lado

Date cuenta de los gritos de mi vida
y mis ganas de hacerte feliz
Cuando vas a ver que mi amor es sin mentiras..
puro y calido como el reflejo de tu mirada

Que mi sueño es ser tu compañera incondicional..

Cuando te vas a dar cuenta, de todo lo que significas para mi ?

Me.-

Thursday, March 29, 2007

Transitando

Por la orilla de la cordura
junto al vacio y olvido
Camina un alma sin rumbo
esperado su destino

Va pasando a lo lejos
el acogido del tiempo
Y va llevando consigo
los recuerdos del silencio

Transitando en ese espacio
del que quiere hacerse dueño
Ignorando esos gritos
que le advierten del precipicio

Y cae... se deja ir con el amigo viento
admirando la nada y el susurro del momento..

Transitando, le pasa la existencia...

Me.-

Thursday, March 08, 2007

A Cry For Help...

and i pray.. sometimes hopelessly.. without true faith
but i pray.. and beg..
and sometimes that faith comes back and i wish that everything can be as i want it.. even when everything collides , everything is a plot
against my wishes..
when i feel that pain.. rippin' my heart out and trashing it down
that suffering and, yet i still pray cause i want to hold on to it.. cause i believe in it..
cause i feel someway, somehow, somewhere deep inside my soul
it is meant to be ..
but is it real.. or am i just fooling myself ?
i dont want to be left alone and i dont want to be let down once again as my whole life has been..
i am tired.. i feel numb... in a limbo of emotions and complete emptiness surrounds me..

Me.-



Sunday, March 04, 2007

Saturday, February 24, 2007

On The Verge Of A Complete Emotional Breakdown




Friday, February 16, 2007

Humanidad / Umanitá

"Humanum est errare"

Te transformas de una forma camaleonica
para encajar en cada espacio y luego
dejar la piel detras para convertirte
en un nuevo ser tal cual serpiente de pecado

Te proyectas como el mas valioso tesoro
con un destello embriagador que cautiva al iluso
y al ingrato con igual intesidad

Te paseas como dueño del universo, ser supremo y absoluto
pretendiendo que a tus pies caigan almas rendidas
sin siquiera saber porque

Mientes tan bien, un papel que juegas a diario para hacer feliz
a los que creen que tu voluntad es unica y asi
pasar de un plano logico a uno surreal

Te reclinas en un abismo de sueños ajenos, perteneciendo
a la ironia de lo que has deseado siempre mas no te pertenece

Y asi vas a traves del tiempo, siendo uno siendo todos
dejando huellas indelebles que enmrañan una historia

Me.-

Saturday, January 13, 2007

Memoirs

Te arrepientes ?
Lo que fue y ya no es..
O te molesta ?
Lo que si y lo que no..y no hay tal vez..
Lo que puede suceder y no paso o ya se fue..
Paso de largo y te miro como un testigo perdido
Y..si te arriesgas ? Lo estas viviendo realmente ?
Solo tu eres dueño y centro.

Te diviertes ?
Ver las caras en la calle sin imaginar que hay detras
de cada mirada perdida..
O sonries ?
Al pensar los juegos mentales de cada nueva entidad que conoces

Y sin poder, sin entender ..
y sin sentido alguno
Te vas

Me.-

Friday, January 12, 2007

It Takes A While

It takes a while to realize what's gone by
and you're only left with your struggle reward
Sweet irony of days..Thundery glory of nights

Making up for what once just was
taking pride for what will come
But it takes a while..

To get there & to leave behind
to get to know & bare your mind

And then the while runs dry of tears
when the wait is for hearts to heal.

Me.-